OtakuChicky1

I haven't been on this site in some time and the reason is simple, I got busy with work and lazy with drawing/working on art. My Job at the movie theater is NOT easy, and to make things worse I rolled my ankle at the beginning of this year! So I have to wear an Air Cast yes, but I NEED the money! My rent is being raised and on top of that I need to pay for medications that I DESPERATELY need.

But as of late work has hit a small quiet streak, so I have had more time off to do the things I like again, such as drawing, watching shows (Hazbin Hotel is my current obsession lol) And working on myself.

It's gonna be a slow prosses but I'm hoping in time I'll be able to multitask more and use my spare time wisely.

Thank you to those of you who are still here lol! You guys are the best!

I didn't think it was going to come to this but I need help.

Back at the beginning of this year I lost my job. My health is for the most part ok, but I'm seeking help from a specialist about my right ankle due to a fracture I had back in 2020. My ankle is still giving me problems and is part of the reason I lost my job in the first place. I won't be able to see the specialist till march AND on top of that I'm going to be having GALBLADDER surgery in march as well.

Trying to find work right now is proving to be very difficult and with more covid restrictions popping up it just makes things even harder.

Now yes I could try working from home but there aren't many jobs that I can do from home cause I'm not skilled enough of lack the education.

I have considered opening and Etsy shop selling keychains that I've made but that is not going to be enough to pay rent and bills.

I was recently also told that I have to somehow come up with money by the end of this month but all i have is LITTERALY $100 and my total payments come to just under $1000

Guys I'm really scared cause E.I. won't cover me and welfare is unavailable to me as well.

I don't know what else to do.

So as of late things are really looking up for me! I finally got a job, my native status card came in and I'm getting to go back to karaoke again!

Things for a while there were starting to really get me stressed out, but now that I have this new job things are slowly getting better.

The job is full time and is a lot of work, but I love my job so far because it's a Japanese style Sushi bar and grill! it's the perfect place for me X3

now as far as things go for my art, I don't get many days off and most days I'm working from 10-8 or 5-close (10:30) so I haven't found much time to work on art stuff. But on the days I have off I've been able to get some stuff done, so you will still see work from me just not as often as i would hope.

I wanna thank everyone who was routing for me and is still supporting me, I know that thing are looking up once again and I can't be more grateful than I already am.

Thanks for always being here for me guys,

Shay

I haven't done a stream in a LONG time. it feels like forever since I did and art or game stream. the last game one i can think of is when I played hunnie pop back in 2015...

truth is if i can get things set up again I wanna play stardew valley or something from my steam. If anyone is inerested in watching i would like to know.

cause i don't wanna stream and not have anyone show up.

idk

So my dog Moose is not looking too well. she's been breathing funny and hasn't eaten since wed. I wanna take her to a vet but me and my family don't really have a lot of money. a consultation for a vet is $94 alone.

Moose is a 14 year old dog. she's a mutt but she's a beautiful dog. (mix of Pomeranian, Dachshund and Yorkshire Terrier) she's always been a very special dog to me cause she was my first dog. she's a sweetheart of a dog and she means a lot to me and my mom and bro.

However she doesn't seem to be doing well now and I'm worried we may need to put her down soon. This is really hard for me and i don't know what to do. I wanna take her to see a vet but money is a BIG issue at the moment.

I'm hoping that my mom and bro and I can figure out something cause i know she needs help.

because of this I'm going to be taking some time off of things... like everything.

my art, my tiktok, my discord...

I might just disappear for a while cause this is going to be hard for me.

If it turns out we have to put her down.... I may not be back for some time.

I will thank you all in advance for being patient with me, and I hope that I'll be able to make it through this.

with love,

Shay